Begone

If I kill myself now, what would happen?
1. I would not Understand what I need to Understand, I have not experienced enough
2. I would have a rest of all this living thing

Point 1 is a fallacy I have no idea of what I want to understand, I have no idea of the things that I have to experience, and there are probably none.

Point 2 is self explanatory. I used to like living, enjoying something everyday, but now is so much pain and bias and blegh, I hate it.